I was feeling a little low one day, like I just didn’t want to interact with anyone, when I bumped into Kev and some friends. He asked me to join them, but I just wanted to be by myself. Then he asked if I was ok and if I wanted to talk about it, to which I said that I didn’t really know what was wrong, but I just felt unsettled, and so he offered to pray for me. He asked me to sit down and relax and told me that he was going to ask the Holy Spirit to reveal to me why I felt the way I did and, immediately after he had asked, I was shown a vision from the past, to a time when I was about five years old, when my natural parents gave me away for adoption. Then I was filled with the emotions of rejection, hurt and guilt from believing that it was entirely my fault. As I described the vision and feeling that had been revealed, he asked me to repent of any ill feeling towards my natural parents, and then commanded a “spirit of rejection” to leave me. As he did, I felt my body tense up and, in my mind, was a sensation of just wanting to get to the lowest point in the room. A friend who was observing said that my arms were tightly by my sides and my legs were firmly together but making the motion of like a snake, as in trying to slither onto the floor from the settee, but as he prayed I felt something rising up from my stomach, through my body, and then I coughed out. It felt like something was leaving me but it looked like just a breath. All of a sudden my mind became so clear and I was filled with such a joy and peace as Kev continued to pray for me to be filled with the Holy Spirit. Afterwards I began to realise that I’d actually spent nearly my whole life believing a lie from the enemy that my being given away was my fault and I’d also felt that it was my responsibility to try and mend it and it was strange how I couldn’t see it for myself until the evil spirit had left me. I’d made countless trips to see my natural parents thinking that I could mend the past. As soon as the lies from that unclean spirit in my head had stopped, Kev helped me to start believing the truth that God had sent His Son, Jesus, to pay a one-off payment for the sin of man’s rebellion to redeem and adopt me as His own, and there is nothing that I can do by myself to repair or pay for my earthly parents’ mistakes. No one compares to our Father in Heaven and His gift is for you to overcome and have your minds renewed to walk in freedom, I’m so thankful for the help from my brothers and sisters in Christ who have allowed Him to work through them to build me up by my heavenly Father’s strength.